29th June 2009

Cute Alicia. Photo taken by Ms Agnes Zhu with my HP

Went for my facial & neck treatment today, diamond peeling. Hmmm, the feeling was quite good and i had a good chat with my beautician. Actually thought of signing package there but i really don't like the auntie who is the consultant there. So bitchy. Don't want to let her earn the commission lo. Haha.

After facial went to find Dar Dar again...Haha, think his boss see me till fed up also lor. Dinner was sumptuous, BBQ Stingray, BBQ Sotong, Fried Kang Kong With Cuttlefish, Satay, Poh Pia, Sambal Lala & my favourite Gong Gong. Yummy... All thanks to Alicia who pay & Eric who buy. Thanks people...

Think i ate too much, stomach feels bit of weird weird, feel like vomiting too. Haha. Greedy Me... Slap*

28th June 2009

Jernise is so sweet today. We were sitting on a chair facing each other than i told her

Me: Mei mei kiss mummy.

Jernise than take out her pacifier and kiss me.

Me: Mei mei call mummy

Jernise: MaMa

OMG i feel like flying lor. It's the 1st time she call me so clearly looking at me. So happy... Little jernise finally learn to call MaMa. If not i always felt so jealous Jernise always call Papa. Haha

Just before bedtime, i was changing Jayden and he told me

Jayden: Mummy can i go and find auntie?

Me: Ok lo but Mei Mei is sleeping so you cannot wake her up ok?

Jayden: Ok i wouldn't.

Me: Ok la than goodnight and give mummy a goodnight kiss.

Jayden: A mummy, but i want to sleep liao you cannot scold me ok?

Me: Huh??? When did i scold u?

Jayden: Yes, Papa scold me last night before i sleep.

OMG he is super "Small Gas" lor, last night thing still can remember. Haha.

27th June 2009

Something eerie happen today when i was alone at home today. When dad brought Aileen & Jernise down to fetch Jayden from school, i went into my room. Just as i closed my room's door, i heard dad's room's door closed by itself. It did not slam very hardly instead it sounds like got people purposely closed it.
My goose pimples all comes out still i decided to check it out. I went out of my room, the weather is so humid and definitely no wind at all. My heart beats so fast worried that i might just see something or someone. I forced myself to be brave & open the room's door. Luckily or unfortunately i saw nothing. The feeling was so strange & i don't know why it reminds me of my mother in law. Maybe she's back for a visit? Hahaha.
Hmmm, stayed at home the whole day today playing with the kids. Waited for Dar til 8pm for my "XO Fish Head Noodle" dinner.
Jayden was scolded by Dar Dar just before bedtime as he throw a ball on Dar's dinner. Lols....

26th June 2009

My Samsung Star, His N97

1.30pm, getting ready for interview appointment with Sincere today @ 3pm, suddenly recieve a call from them that they want to bring forward to 2.30pm cause the HR Vice President isn't free at 3pm. WTF. Still haven't finish doing my make up... Haiz, luckily Dar drive me go so i manage to reach @ 2.30pm. But silly me, was trying each floor to look for Sincere's office only to find out that i went to Tower 4 instead of 3. Lols. In the end reached at 2.45pm instead. Haha.

The 2nd interview was so informal as well, mostly talking about my kids. Haha. Everything went smoothly and i was hired. So happy, so excited.... Although the basic isn't fantastic but the commission is not bad. After few months of job hunting i've finally found. Yes!!!

After interview we went to go Loyang "Dua Bei Gong" to fetch my mum as she wants to go Starhub & settle my Sis's sim card. Finally help her settle le, if not mum kept calling & pester me.

Than we went to Blk 631 and have our dinner with mum & i accompany her drink a bottle of Tiger. The coffeeshop is full of "Ti Ko Pei" and the beer girls there is so "open" letting those "Ti Ko Pei" touch. So disgusting. It's just like low class night club. Can touch & no need pay GST, Service Charge & Tips. Lox

Lastly accompany Dar to JP to buy his N97 and he bought a Samsung Star for me. Hmmm unlike N97 which has alot of function my Samsung Star don't have Wi-Fi nor 3G. But who cares cause i can't resist Pink temptation. Haha.

25th July 09

Thought that i will feel better today ended up my mood was still so lousy. But when i saw Jernise and she kept pestering me to play with her than i starts to get better. (So Cute) Dar came back early today cause he's not feeling well.
Dar knows that i am not in the mood so he suggested going to JP Dian Xiao Er for dinner. Maybe breathing fresh air does help, i felt alot better.
Haiz still got a 2nd interview tomorrow. Boring...

24th June 09 (Feeling So Bad)

I am not feeling well, not physically but emotionally. I don't feel like eating, don't feel like talking to anybody, don't feel like going anywhere, worst, don't even feel like playing with the kids. Why? I don't know.... Just suddenly feel my skies are dark, my life are lacking of security, my mind is in a whirl...

Hmmmm, what's causing me to have this kind of feelings? I really don't know. Really hoping that tomorrow will be a better day....

小时后的爱情梦想

小时后经常幻想自己是个公主，住在一个美丽的城堡，过着衣食无忧的日子。有一天，有个王子，穿着白色的衣服，骑着白色的马，手里拿着白色的玫瑰，在白雪纷纷的夜晚里向我求婚。我会和他过着幸福快乐的日子。慢慢长大时才知道“诙姑娘”的故事只发生在童话里。

在读小学时就幻想自己将来的老公会是刘德华，那么的高大，英俊，萧洒。有一天他会突然出现在我家门口，带着他迷人的笑容，帅气的面孔，来迎娶我。已后就过着美满的生活。后来才发觉他是那么进却那么远。

上中学时，就想着嫁个有钱人又帅的老公。他会开着豪华轿车，左手拿着红色玫瑰，右手拿着钻石戒指，跟我求婚。我们会住在一个又大又漂亮的房子过着很多人羡慕的生活。交了男朋友已后才知道那是永远不可能实现的梦。

王子，刘德华，有钱又帅，那是我对爱情的幻想。回想起来，真的是又可笑又幼稚。但是人若没幻想，没希望，生活不是很没乐趣吗？

你是否和我一样，曾经幻想着永远不可能实现的梦想？？？？

23rd June 2009

Jernise kept waking up & cry every 10mins last nite. No matter how i carry her or put her down it doesn't help to calm her. I thought that it's because of her flu, causing her nose to be blocked. Around 5.15am when she cried, i carried her and her body feel so hot.

I quickly went to get a Kodomo patch to paste on her forehead & fever medicine to feed her. Took her temperature, OMG 38.4. No wonder she feel so terrible the whole night. I don't dare to fall asleep, whenever she cry i will feed her with plain water & take her temperature. The medicine seems to work after an hr, she started to sleep soundly and her temperature started to drop.

After Aileen fetch Jayden to school, I passed Jernise out to her. Instructed her to feed Jernise medicine & porridge before going back & sleep. When i wake up, Jernise is all well again. Running around & shouting away. So i felt more at ease to go out.

Went to Toa Payoh today as Dar is attending a roadshow over there. Actually wanted to help to give mailer but they don't have it over there so in the end just sit there & do nothing. The events ends @ 9pm but Dar still need to go for a quotation before going home, Haiz waited for 1/2hrs again....

Couldn't fall asleep. Guess i am sleeping too much in the day time liao. Lolx

22nd June 2009

My Precious Little Darling. *Hugs*

Accompany Dar to Katong, Master Steven there for prayers today. Saw Fabian there & he told us that he had an accident recently. I got a shock when he showed us the pictures. The car was over turned & all smashed up. Amazing thing is he was unhurt. Not even a single fracture. Was it the blessing from the Buddha in his car? Or it's just that he was lucky? After knowing his accident, i was so worried about Dar cause they are driving the same model of car "Mazda 3" and Dar is always driving so dangerously on the road. Haiz...

Master Steven is organizing a trip to Thailand for prayers on 6th July-10th July & we are joining too. We'll need to take a 10hrs of bus to hill top. Hmmm am planning what to bring along to keep me company for that 10hrs..Boring...

After Katong accompany Dar to his jobsite @ Cantoment & Tampines. Luckily i brought along my portable DVD player and i still can catch 2 movies while waiting for him so imagine how long i had wait for him. Haha. When he had finished all his things, we went to Bedok 85 market for our favourite "Bar Chok Mee", Oyster Egg & Carrot Cake than bought Mangosteen home.

Jernise was crying so badly when we reach home so we decided to bring her to our room and sleep tonight than suddenly she become so awake, playing with us.Haha. She is so cute, never fail to bring us laughter. Poor baby caught a flu virus, guess she will not have a good night sleep tonight...

21st June 2009

Early in the morning heard Dar Dar nag & nag when i was only half awake. Hmmm. Actually we need to pray today for "After Renovation" works to the Earth God so we bought all the fruits last night & put @ the dinning table.
But when Dar was getting ready for the prayers, he found all the fruits was already at the alter. He was so angry as it's so troublesome, we need to get another auspicious date from Master Cai. So when Dad came back, i asked him why he put the fruits at the alter? But dad deny. In the end, it's Aileen who put the fruits up.
I was so angry cause i told her before not to touch the alter. When i asked her she still dare to answer me:
Aileen: "So madam that's why sometimes being too initative is no good!". WTF!!!
Me: "Aileen, it's not about initative or not. It's wheather you remember what i told you before. And i remember telling you twice already, not to touch the alter!"
Sometimes i find that Aileen is very hardworking & nice but sometimes i really find that she is very forgetful & being "Too Clever". Always trying to push away the responsibility when things goes wrong. Whatever it is, i always remind myself of her good points instead of bad. After all, she is still not so bad. I know myself too well, once i dislike a person, i will never like her.
Stayer at home all day today... Feeling so lazy AGAIN....

20th June (Father's Day Dinner)

Wanted to book Dian Xiao Er for dinner tonight with Dad but received Dar's call that we are joining David & guys for Sakura instead. Hmm... We are going to have buffet for dinner... But the kids got nothing to eat so i asked Aileen to cook porridge for the while waiting for Dar Dar to come back and fetch us.
Jernise is so friendly towards Alan & his GF today. Busy feeding them with food & surprisingly kept wanting them to carry her around. Haha. Guess she enjoyed bullying them & they enjoyed bullying by her, well, it takes 2 hands to clap.Lols
Jayden is quite cooperative too. Pestering James's wife (Yvonne) & kept calling "Mama" making Yvonne so Pai Sai don't know how to ans him. Lols. Only when Alicia start calling him:"Hey San Mao de Kor Kor" Than he gets so angry and shouted:"Hey stop calling me San Mao de Kor Kor hor!"
Dad just kept eating & eating than started to call people fatty. Haha. Dad pls take a look at your big fat belly before starting to call others fatty. Turtle laughing at Tortoise.
But the food there wasn't nice. No very fresh too. Despite that i am glad that the kids & Dad had a great time:)

19th June 2009

Shampoo & Conditional cost $99 each & Hair Mask cost $58. Damn Expensive lor

While waiting for Dar for an hour

Busy choosing his sunglass

Today is Dar Dar actual Bday and it's so nice of him to send me to Suntec City for my interview with Sincere Watch.

Well, the interview seems kinda smoothly & quite informal. Unlike other company which will ask you question like: Can you tell me more about yourself? What is your career objectives? Etc... We were more like chit chatting. She made it sounds like she's going to hire me but still have to wait for phone call. Haha. Really wish to find a job ASAP....

After lunch we started our shopping. Wanted to change my shampoo to a better 1 so we went to Beauty Language @ Suntec City. Bought myself a set of super expensive hair care set @ 200+. Acc Dar to optical shop to buy his customized Oakley sunglass @ $600+. Still have to wait 4-6 weeks before we can collect his sunglass. Lastly we went to Carrefour to get some toys for the kids.

My legs are breaking so we took a rest at starbucks before we continue to Starhub @ Vivocity to change our SCV plan & Challenger. After Vivo, we went to Balestia to get lightings for our living hall.

Finally finished shopping around 7pm and we still have to rush home and change cause it's friday=

badminton day. Actually don't want to join them but since it's Dar's Bday, Haiz... Go lor.

18th June 09 (Part 2) Dinner @ Forbidden City

Haha. Chocolate stuck @ my teeth. Du Jia O.

My man, My life

Bday kiss. Muacks

Me with his Bday cake...

Dar with his cake & present

Dar blowing candle

Dar with his unopened present

Ermm cannot remember the name. Noodles,Nice

Grilled Fish Yummy

XO Beef. Delicious

Tom Yam Soup. Tasty

Appetizer: Lychee Prawn (Ermm taste rather bland)

Appetizer: Summer Palace Duck (Yum Yum)

The Snacks.

The Table Setting



We reach Clark Quay around 8pm. Dar was asking where to park as he haven't been to Forbidden City before. I was trying to act smart and told him to park at the ex-MOS carpark instead of Liang Court. When we reach Forbidden City than we realized that it's just beside Liang Court. Haha.

The ambiance there is really very nice & comfortable. After settling down the waiter did a very nice introduction of the menu and was extremely helpful & patient helping us to take our order. We order 2 appetizers, Tom Yam Soup, 3 Main Dishes & Red Wines. Everything was nice, just waited abit too long for the food to be served.

After dinning we went for a smoke and told the waiter to shift our things to the "Opium Bed". When we went back, the staffs surprised us with a small slice of Bday cum Bday song. Dar was so shocked why they knew it's his bday and i told him that i mention to them when i booked the table as there were asking if there is any special occasion.

Dar & i had a great, quiet moments at the "Opium Bed" as it was away from the dinning area & with curtains. He ordered a Vanila Ice Cream & a Desert Wine for me. There i gave Dar his surprise Mount Blanc Pen. We took some pics and sat for awhile than decide to go home as i still need to wake up early for interview appointment tomorrow.

Dar Dar i hope that you will like the Bday dinner & gift i prepare you. Next year will plan a better 1 for you.

The Imperfect Love

Real love, like real life,is never perfect,

and happily ever after only happens in fairy tales.

Somehow real problems always find us...

Sometimes angry words are spoken.

Sometimes we just get on each other's nerves.

But the important thing to remember is that our love is always there, Full of forgivness and understanding, waiting for more happy times to share.

Real love is powerful stuff. It doesn't need to be perfect, to survive & grow.

In fact, our love probably wouldn't ne as strong as it is if we hadn't survived a few tough times. I love you & i trust in our love.

To My Ever Dearest Hubby.

18th June 09 (Part 1) Interview, Dar's Present, My Shopping Day

Dar Dar actually wanted to send me to my interview today, but i told him to sleep longer cause i see that he is very tired. So i took a cab down myself. The interview was a post for Cosmetic Sales Supervisor for TR at Changi Airport. Though it's abit far but i don't mind as i thought that they will be providing transport or transport allowance. My interview appointment was at 10.30am and i reached 15mins earlier. The receptionist told me that her GM will only be here at 11am. TMD since that's the case you should make the appointment with me at 11am ma. You think you are GM than you can be late? Why can't people be punctual? Made me wait for 45mins, stupid lor.

After she explain to me about the job scope, she asked if i have any question.

Me: Ermm the only concern for me is if there is any transport allowance as i am staying quite far and the pm shift ends at 11pm than i need to do closing & paperwork by the time i m done i don't think there is public transport for me to take also.

GM: O, you no need to do any closing nor paperwork and the public transport ends at 12am.

Me: So there is no transport allowance la, than i don't think i will want to travel so far as by the time i reached home it will be 2am and what if i works am shift the next day? If i don't have enough sleep i will not be able to perform well also.

And so in the end i rejected the job... Wasted my time, but at least i know that i've tried. After interview, i walked to Takashimaya Mount Blanc for Dar's Bday present. Initially wanted to get Money Clip but none of it caught my eye. Key Chain? I bought 1 for him before. In the end i bought a pen for him.

Than i went to Jurong Point, wanted to buy a bday cake for him to cut at showroom but Dar think that its abit werid so i never buy. Instead, i bought myself 2 dress, 1 cardigan & a pair of shoes. Went home bathe & change than again to Dar showroom.Waited for him to finish doing his thing than to our dinner.

17th June 2009 (Planning For Dar's Bday)

Went to Master Cai's office to get our blessed calligraphy pen & golden pouch. Finally complete our renovation works for the house. Ever since my mother in law fall sick, we have been thinking if the Feng Shui of our house is not good so we engage another Feng Shui master to see our house again hopfully everything will goes smoothly for the family. I hoped...
After that to Dar's showroom again. My job today is to plan for Dar's bday celebation tomorrow. Hmmm which place is good leh? The Cliff @ Sentosa? Indochine Forbbiden City @ Clark Quay? DanGary @ Tanglin Mall? Equinox @ SwissOTel? My Humble House @ Esplanade? All sounds nice to me but which 1 Dar likes more as he is quite choosy over food... Headache!!! Actually wanted to give him a surprise but decide to ask him instead. If not wait he don't like the food than it will be meaningless to bring him there too. In the end, he choose Forbbiden City, which i wanted to bring him there way back...
Dar Dar knock off we went to Tanjong Pagar Food Market with Eric for our dinner. Love the "stupid stupid" = "Gong Gong" after that went home to help Dar Dar with his quotation till 2am. Haiz still got to wake up early for interview tomorrow... Tired Tired...

16th June 2009 (The Art Of Marriage)

Wow, it's already 2pm when i woke up. Actually wanted to laze at home today but Dar Dar asked me to go his showroom and find him. Received a phone call just before i left the house by a job agency asking me to go S.C for 2nd interview on 18th. Knowing that the pay wouldn't be fantastic but decided to go and try see how.

Was chatting on MSN with a friend at Dar's showroom. He told me that he is going to be divorced soon, but he has only been married for 4 months...

He told me that his wife is very not understanding, don't want to go and work and kept complaining that he is not spending enough time with her.

Marriage vows, don't they remember what it is? It's just 4 months, did they try their best to Savage the marriage? Shouldn't they already know each other character well before they are tying the knot? Haiz...

What is really important in maintaining a marriage? TRUST? LOVE? COMMUNICATION? UNDERSTANDING? COMMITMENT? I feel its a little of all. Lack of anything and that will marks an end to a relationship.

Happiness in marriage is not something that just happens.

A good marriage must be created.

In marriage the little things are the big things.

It is never being too old to hold hands.

It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day.

It is never going to sleep angry.

It is at no time taking the other for granted;

the courtship should not end with the honeymoon, it should continue through the years.

It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives.

It is standing together facing the world.

It is forming a circle of love that gathers the whole family.

It is doing things for each other, not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice,but in the spirit of joy.

It is speaking words of appreciationand demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.

It is not looking for perfection in each other.

It is cultivating flexibility, patience,understanding and a sense of humour.

It is having the capacity to forgive and forget.

It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow old.

It is a common search for the good and the beautiful.

It is establishing a relationship in which the independence is equal,dependence is mutual and the obligation is reciprocal.

It is not only marrying the right partner, it is being the right partner.

15th June 2009

Gems of my life :)


Got to check out of our chalet today. Aileen clean up the whole place, think the cleaner will be so grateful for that. haha. After checking out we went to the food court again for our lunch.


When we reach our house void deck, there is a china lady asking us if we have any Martell for sale at hm. I remember we had 1 at home so i told her my unit no and asked her to come up & have a slow. I started to regret as i have invited trouble back home....


She came up & came into my house asking us to sell almost everything in my house! As if i am in need of $$$. So i told her to come back another day, let us see what we don't need than call her to come and see if she wanna buybut she Si Lai Zhe Bu Zhou lo, until i have to push her out of the house. NB.


Poor Dar Dar still got to go and meet customer again... Told dad to help me buy dinner for the kids and i went to sleep, Haha. Luckily i got Aileen & Dad to help me to take care of everything.


Dar came back around evening time, Jayden asked him: Papa, you never buy toys for me ar?" Haha... So we spent the whole evening playing with Jernise & Jayden...

14th June 2009 (2nd Day of Chalet) Part 2

Eric's Little Princess: Erica

Little Jayden & Chole

My Little Prince: Jayden

My Little Princess: Jernise

Andy Little Princess: Chole

Edmund's Little Prince: Kayden

Min, Ryhan & Jayden

Jayden's Bday Cake

My Son, His Cake & Me

Father & Son

Trying to get the kids for a pic.

Greedy Jernise & Dar kept staring at the cake

Us trying to blow the candles for Jayden.

Jernise clapping for her bro.

Jayden trying to cut his bday cake

Our cake cutter. Haha

Alicia. Tks for ur home cooked food.

James Tay & Family

Painter Ah Hock & his princess

Guest started to arrived 1 after another around 5pm but we need to wait for Alicia to come before we can start the party as she's cooking most of the main dishes. So the guys decided to play MJ 1st until about 7pm before they went down to set up for the BBQ tonight.

Luckily Min, Ryhan & Binson arrived shortly after the BBQ started but they doesn't wanna eat so i bought them up to the chalet to enjoy air con & drink. Yeah. Hees. Min was so happy playing with little Jayden & feeding him cakes.

After the party ends we played MJ with Alan & GF, lost $100plus lor. But come to think of it, i seldom win MJ also la. Haha.

Well this marks an end to Jayden's 3yr old bday party.

14th June 2009 (2nd Day of Chalet) Part 1

Jayden all set with his swimming trunks & cap

Jernise trying to wake daddy up

Jayden busying with his new toy while waiting

Daddy carrying Jernise

Dar Dar staring at the queue in front

Me in queue for entry tickets.

Here we come... Yeah

Playground @ Wild Wild Wet

Jayden is so happy when he reach the pool

Dar playing water with Jernise

Jayden & Dar playing the slide

Dar & Jayden searching for new place to explore



Woke up early today and feeling so excited. Its the 1st time we are going to Wild Wild Wet & our whole family going for a swim together.

Bought them to Macdonal's for breakfast before heading to our destination. The weather is so damn hot today lo. Dad found a comfortable place to sit & help us take care of our belongings.

Jernise was scare at 1st kept holding on to me but less than 5mins she was walking around in the pool trying to drink the pool's water.

Jayden was so happy & kept urging us to bring him around to play the playground.

We were there for about 1 & 1/2 hrs before Jayden asked to go back. So i told Aileen to bring them back to the chalet while Dar Dar & i went to "Ta Bao" lunch for them.

After lunch the kids went for an afternoon nap so Dar Dar & i went back to Wild Wild Wet. Actually wanted to try the others but all was packed with people. The only place available was "The Tsunami", and so we just laze there for an hr than went back to chalet for the evening preparation....

I've become so tan so ugly....